O.C.D is D.U.M!!

I have been clinically diagnosed with moderate OCD.  Many times I can function just fine.  Sometimes I need to "fix" things to make them just right in order to function, and other times I freak out and shut down until I can accept and change a "tick" to make it acceptable in a new way.

I like even numbers... and the number five, five is the only odd number I like.  2 is my favorite number, but not my lucky number.  Anyways,  we have 4 different magazines at work in our lobby.  When a new magazine comes in I place it on top and toss the oldest, that way there is always new material for our patients to read.

VERY LONG STORY SHORT, one of the New Yorkers had to be removed due to sensitivity reasons and now there is only 1 in the lobby.  This has upset me to no end, almost to the point of tears, I'm almost ready to cry just typing this.

I truly hate having OCD when it makes me feel like a complete idiot and fool.  I wish I had a cooler problem like a gluten allergy, hyper sensitive hair growth, or everything tastes like ice cream disease.